The Almost "Perfect" Suicide NoteI never wished to end it this way, but I think I should come clean about this. I'm gonna kill myself, and if you're reading this it means that I've gone through with it. You'll have to live with it. I have no regret, feel no hate and I didn't suffer from any form of depression, nothing. I love life, but I wish to die, I can't wait till I grow old because it's a long wait.Katie, I know I may have disappointed you. But I feel that you had it coming, all the time I said I prefer death to life, this is what I meant. Just don't mourn me because this is what I wanted. Find someone else, maybe an African-American model who is muscular unlike me, the skinny bastard.